Jun 28, 2014

Flu bugs are such parasites

My immune system is so bad I probably spent like 50% of my life being down with like cough flu fever etc. 
Ugh guess what. I'm officially sick again after I got well for like a week or so. Project deadlines are ruining my life. I'm not getting enough sleep. I think my body is really fatigued. Not to mention, work in 9 hoursss 😭

Can time please stop for a while for me to rest a little );

Jun 24, 2014

TFIOS (SPOILER ALERTTTT)

  Well today I decided to go watch TFIOS and while I still have feels for the movie I shall blog about it. I heard it was really sad and all and loads of people cried watching so I figured I probably would too. Hmm but the movie did disappoint me a little (Not only because I didn't cry). After all, the book is always better than the movie since movies do have time constraints and etc. This movie followed the book pretty closely but I think that was its most major flaw (Ironically.). I mean like if I didn't read the book I would have been pretty clueless about what was happening and I would have been like what's up with the imperial affliction book they kept talking about and who the hell is the dutch tulip man and the whole movie would have felt incomplete if I hadn't read the actual book. I guess I did make the right choice of not finishing the book (I usually don't finish books) because I really dislike the thought of endings.The ending did surprise me a little as I was partly expecting Hazel Grace to die but alas! that wasn't the case. (Spoilerrrr) The movie felt like it didn't have a backbone to the whole plot since I felt it relied a little too much on the audience's knowledge by reading the book.
  On a general note, I felt the characterisation of the book was excellent but the plot was a little lacking cos it felt incomplete (For the same reason why Hazel Grace liked A Imperial Affliction so much. The story was complete but it just ended so abruptly like what happened to Hazel Grace?? What happened to Isaac?? Did he get back with Monica?? So many unanswered questions...)

Now for some commentary on the characters.

Hazel Grace - I liked her character. Her personality was realistic. I think one of the most memorable parts about her parts in the movie would be her comparing herself to a grenade. I think that strikes a chord in a lot of terminally ill people. Shailene Woodley did a great job in portraying Hazel Grace I guess since I felt she plays similar roles as Beatrice Prior in Divergent with the strong independent type of character and portraying Hazel Grace as a sick but strong person would easily be the perfect role for her.

Augustus Waters - First impression of Gus when I watched the movie was errrrr creepy? The way he smiled at Hazel Grace was kinda creepy(?) Sorry Ansel Elgor, maybe toothy smiles would look less creepy. Other than that I felt weirded out because Ansel Elgort played the role of Caleb Prior in Divergent which means that he acted as Shailene's sibling so erm... you get it. Ok back to the movie. I liked how Gus was all metaphoric and all with the cigarettes and his obsession with metaphors fascinated me. The quotes that came out from the character Augustus Waters were all spun out beautifully. In fact, the book/movie has so many beautiful quotes I can't even decide on which one I like best. However, I would have to mention how terribly cheesy a character Gus was. I'm not into anything cheesy so those awkward scenes when he was like he said I love you probably 5 times straight made me squirm a little haha. Oh! There was this part when he was wearing the Rik Smits (Dutch basketballer) jersey and holding DUTCH tulips and he brought Hazel to the funky bones sculpture which is oh so coincidentally sculpted by a DUTCH artist. Gus commented about how the tomatoes weren't dutch but mexican. I laughed at that part but nobody laughed with me so I guess I have a weird sense of humour >: There are a lot of dutch references in the book/movie since everything is like co-related to Amsterdam, which is in The Netherlands.

Isaac - Comedy Relief! Isaac was such a funny character I bet he made a lot of people smile while they were crying. The actor didn't quite act like a blind person very well but his lines overshadowed that. A certain quote from this character made me tear up a little. "If a robot came from the future and gave me robot eyes, i would tell that robot to piss off because i don't want to see a world without Augustus Waters." I don't know why but that was so emotionally touching because the thought of leaving behind people who would think of you once in a while and not forget that you were once and always will be their best friend makes me happy in a sad way.

Peter Van Houten - Probably the portrayal of a realistic adult in society. A character that hides all of his kindness within, drains his sorrow with alcohol. A lot of people do that I guess. Augustus Waters did trigger some kindness within him and towards the end of the movie we do see that he is actually not that much of a douche because he offers to tell Hazel what happens in the end in A Imperial Affliction.

Wow there's really so much to the book/movie and so many inferences we can make. This is kind of exhausting and I'm kind of dozing off already. Even commentaries make me exhausted like how about full blown literature essays. Maybe sparknotes will be the right place to find analysis of the book I guess. (LONG LIVE SPARKNOTES THE SAVIOUR OF LIT STUDENTS) With that, I shall end this because I have a pile of work waiting to be done.Thats the thing about work, it demands to be done. ;)

Byee

Jun 20, 2014

How do I sleep when I'm panicking

Freaking the hell out now because
1. WHERE IS MY CREDIT CARD?????????? (DAMMIT DID I DROP IT SOMEWHERE)
2. DENTIST LATER (So much pain and torture)
3. 2 PROJECT DEADLINES IN 10 DAYS
4. JAPANESE CDS TEST NEXT WEEK

Help
Me
Please.

T.T

Jun 5, 2014

Monday flues ):

Why is it I always fall sick during exam periods.
I sleep more, I drink more water and I even eat stuff that is healthier than normal.
Blame it on my immune system then. Its kind of faulty and I keep falling sick especially when I'm not supposed to be sick.
Not to mention its always the same sickness everytime.
Like how do I catch the same virus everytime???
Sore throat, Runny Nose, Fever, and HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HEADACHES.
I almost died today while studying at MaxAtria cos of my nose and I had to run to the bathroom like 10 times (No joke) just to clear my nose.
Felt bad cos I know when I'm sick I'm not supposed to go out cos people with faulty immune systems like mine will get sick too.
Couldn't help it cos if I stayed at home I will get distracted. I tried avoiding the crowds and I guess I did a good job cos its Monday ):

I don't know what to do now I've already drunk like 17 glasses of water today and feel super bloated (Like I'm gonna get water poisoning if I drink another glass of water) I'm not going to resort to panadol unless the fever shows up but tbh I think its here already. Eughhhhhhh I hate being sick cos I'll just be in a bad mood the whole day cos I can't hear well and when I talk I feel like I'm going to cry. Crossing my fingers I'll be better tmr and thank god exam's not in the morning cos my runny nose is like a tap in the morning.

Gonna take MBS in like a few hours time and truthfully, I feel unprepared. I started revision like 5 hours ago so ... Yes you get it. Procrastination at its best again. MBS is a burden subject because it does not make any sense and we are still expected to do difficult projects not to mention we have MST for it. Not really a computer geek so I was like HUH WTF the whole way while studying and all the IT terms sound the same to me. T.T Am I really going to fail the subject ): ): and furthermore I think I did badly for BA *pours salt all over my wounds*

I really need to get some sleep and hopefully a full 8 hours worth of rest will miraculously make me better tomorrow.

Jun 1, 2014

Counting down to freedom

Productive days are the best.
I really need to consider going places with no wifi and study by myself.

Feeling accomplished but I'm not sure whether I'm on track ):
I guess I'm going to overdose on caffeine this week.
To the extent that I'm already getting hallucinations.

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