Isn't it quite annoying when my music player plays youtube ads before playing songs!!!! (Its super annoying for me >:( )

Its close to Christmas already and 2015 is ending soon!!! Somehow i don't want holidays to end because once it ends its going to be submissions after submissions and sleepless nights which i kind of dread because sometimes my body gives up when i'm too sleep deprived and my vision becomes totally white for a while and it is REALLY FREAKY.

Today was a good day because secret santa gift exchange!!! My secret santa bought me gudetama yayyyy (now i have sooo many gudetama and totoro items lying around at home but its ok because all of them make me happy HAHA) Tmr will be another gift exchange at my internship place and I can't wait!!!! I hope i won't get chocolates though because i have tons of chocolate at home now and i can't eat them too because my throat hurts ):

Well ok i should get on to my gift wrapping and hope i dont slice my finger with the penknife because i'm super tired and cannot exactly think straight.

Goodbyeee ^_^

I miss Korea ):

Remember

I'm just nervous ok

My nerves are in jeopardy because of exams.
Its the last paper already but its the one i'm dreading the most. (But we only had 2 papers lol) I took such a long time doing notes but realised i didnt really actually have to because open book means i can flip through my notes so actually tagging my notes properly were more important. Oh welllllllll at least now i know my content better and my hands are aching from all that writing >:
Can't wait to end exams so i can hangz with the homies hahahhahah. Internship is gonna start too and i'll have to admit i'm kinda excited because we get to accompany bailiffs during enforcement proceedings (how cool is that!!!) (maybe even get to see drama happening)

OH YES AND INFINITE'S SECOND WORLD TOUR IS COMING TO SINGAPORE I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!! The previous time they came but i was poor then so i couldn't go but its different now after slogging my life away working part time jobs for 2 WHOLE YEARS. I won't care even if i'm going alone hahahhah because after missing out on the first time i regretted like hell. Thank you Woolim for letting Infinite on their Second World tour bc i actually thought I missed my ONLY chance of attending an Infinite concert when i didnt go for their first world tour. I CAN'T WAIT ALREADY!!! I'm still thinking if i should wear the official hoodie but i'm probably going to get heatstroke cos i wore that in Korea when it was 13degree celcius and i didn't feel cold at all hahaha.

Ok i should get back to my notes. I think i forget some of the content i studied earlier in my excited fangirl state :OOOO Please let me get a good gpa this semester because I really worked hard!💪💯

A long while

Its been a while.

Regular 9am lessons had me scrambling to finish tutorials after tutorials day after day. Then  came projects who i worried about till the very moment i fell asleep. I can say this semester has been the most mentally draining one since my insomnia came back and i had to stop drinking coffee because i just couldn't sleep properly. Since I wasn't sleeping well lots of problems came to me as well like indigestion and i was puking every other day. I think my body is really screwed up.

I can't wait for the holidays but that would mean internship and i'm having mixed feelings about entering a new work environment.

Its been a tough semester but its ending so i'll pull through. 💪

Brilliant Is

Like a complicated problem or a tangled thread
It wasn’t solved as I wanted it to be
Grabbed by the collar by this bully like reality
I was pressured to give up
But failures open up other possibilities
Remember how to stand up straight
Don’t give up so raise it up
Have courage, hope is near, love 

11/5/2015

Hello yet again I guess I finally decided to blog again after a month of hiatus.

School. Its pretty crazy.

Every single day I spend hours and hours trying to figure out my tutorials and during lessons my teacher doesn't even care to finish going through all the questions??!!

I break out in cold sweat and can't sleep properly because everyday I stress about the immense workload and worry because I cannot understand what's going on during lessons.

Now I drink coffee/ginseng tea every single day so I can keep awake and not fall asleep during lessons. Well I wonder how my heart is doing being worked so hard every single day.

Its only the third week of school and I want school to end already. ):

Ok I shall end here because I need to get back to my mundane life and make it in time for my 9am lesson tomorrow.

#JustSaying: I've edited my playlist because there has been an influx of good songs lately :) 

...

I tried my best but everything wasn't up to your expectations. Can't you even show some appreciation? All you have are nasty comments about everything.

Why did you have to ruin my trip?

March feels

Its been quite a while since i've last posted and its already 2015.
2015 has been nice to me thus far except for some little bumps here and there. But i shall put all that behind me.
I've met many people, made new friends and lost a few as well but i guess thats part and parcel of life isn't it? I might really write about fragile friendships someday but that would really ruin the mood and it isn't worth wasting my feelings right?
The future is really a field of question marks.

Well its march already and truthfully i can forsee the month to be pretty eventful. I'm nervous enough for exams (which officially begins tomorrow). Not to mention i'll be working in various new environments to fuel up my bank account cos of my trip to korea (whoop whoop). I'm pretty devastated (yes, the word is devastated) that i lost my previous job cos the outlet closed down. Now i'm left with travelling to clarke quay to relive my pasta memories and working in another outlet which i don't like at all compared to the one that closed down. The chefs there are pretty creepy as well so errr ya. Why close down?!?!?! T.T Now I'm a mess and i have 3 jobs...
Ok enough with angsty. From now i'm gonna fuel myself with happy thoughts like the sheep cafe i'm gonna visit in korea and this amazingly good apple juice i'm drinking now and the chocolate i have in the fridge and tai parfait and milk tea ice cream and everything macha (ok i should stop)

Goodbye and i shall blog again in due course after i'm done with these dreaded exams.