Hello in a long while

I'm here because I'm trying to run away from all the schoolwork I have waiting to be done. 

I can't believe I'm procrastinating so much when I have sooooo much work to do!!!!!!!! D:

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

Oh man its been such a long time since my previous post.

Update: Not sure how I did it but I managed to get into Law School in Birmingham!!!

Wouldn't say that life is easy here since I'm soooooo far away from home and as the saying goes "Absence makes the heart grow fonder." I miss everything back home. Its been a good 8 months and no matter how much I try to get used to life here I can't. Its sooo hard balancing chores and studies and basically everything that comes with being thrown in an entirely new country. I still can't get used to the random "Ni Haos" that I get ever so often from strangers and even the friendly "Are you alright?" greetings. The streets look so intimating at night and the dimly lit streetlights don't seem to make it any better.

Exams are around the corner and I actually have more important things to do (like my assignment due in the next 24 hours) but here I am updating my future self on how I'm doing. (Best Procrastinator Award goes to me.) I would admit that I am pretty stressed out now since my assignment is due soon and I'm really just typing absolute nonsense because the assignment is too taxing for my level of intelligence. I mean, the Profs here are actually expecting us first year law students to put ourselves in the shoes of the Judiciary and rewrite a highly controversial judgment????? They are truly overestimating our abilities as first year law students. I still have another assignment to do which is due in a few days and on top of all that I have to prepare for my French Oral and 3 other law papers. At this point in time I'm so swamped with work that I spend every waking moment in a state of anxiety because I'm worried about not having enough time to finish my revision/assignments.

ALRIGHT enough of procrastination and I should really finish up my assignments before I descend into the hell fires of revision. Wish me luck. It was nice finally updating my blog again after such a long period of inactivity.

Chaos

Chaos.
There is a constant buzz that is bugging the hell out of me.
Why does it seem like I'm even more stressed with life now that I've graduated?
Everything is going too quickly and this buzzing weighs me down heavier everyday.

Sadness doesn't come when you're busy. It only knocks on your door at 3am in the morning when you're lying on your bed with nothing else to do.

I AM BACK

Absolutely thrilled because i managed to figure out how to change my blogskin!!!
Frankly this is easier to work with compared to my previous template. But its a lot more restrictive because i can't add in random widgets (maybe i just have to figure that out)
Oh well at least i found out how to add in the music player!!

On a happy note, I'm going to Korea againnnnnn. Whewewww so excited but i'm currently lacking in funds (more of money to spend there) and i have no luck in getting a job. Sighh i'll just plan my  itinery first and try to earn some side income by subbing videos :/ Well i guess subbing videos isn't exactly a job since the money i get from it is measly but i enjoy doing it so thats fine. I hope i'll break out of my laziness cycle to blog about this trip because i've been wanting to at least conserve such memories on a writing platform (so i can look fondly upon these memories 10 years later HAHAHA) I seriously hope something exciting happens like us chancing upon infinite in public lol so i get the motivation to post something.

Oh!! I've changed my domain name as well to commemorate my new blog template LOL. (Goodbye to my 'savourhappiness' domain name that i have stayed loyal to since i was 11 *sobs* 9 yearsssss) Honestly i considered whether i should delete my previous posts because its a new beginning but i decided not to because i want to remind myself of all the (weird) immature stuff i used to post *cringes* and feel happy about how much i've matured as a person and how i deal with problems.

Ok i guess its time to go on hiatus so that i can plan for an amazing trip and hopefully get a good-paying job in the meantime.
Goodbye 🙋

1:02am

Oh those words.
They were laced with contempt.
They were emotionless.
They held no thought of others.
I thought you knew.
But you kept your poker face and pretended nothing was wrong.
I thought about those words longer than i should have.
I couldn't help it.
They were echoing in my head.
10 seconds was all it took.
I realised you didn't care.
Only your feelings mattered.

Rants

Disclaimer: Rant post and basically i talk about how pissed off i am at how i am handling life

These few days have been pretty rough because i've got an eye infection/stye (tbh i dont know what it is but its just an irritating swell on my bottom eyelid and IT HURTS) I can't even look at people properly because my eyes have suddenly gone all light sensitive and i unknowingly squint cos of light. (Sorry to all the people i have spoken to without looking at them i didn't mean to come off as rude ): ) It really sucks and  my vision is kind of blocked too cos SMALL ASIAN EYES DAMMIT. Oh right and apparently its the BEST time to actually get swollen eyes because well its HELLDAY (a.k.a 2 tests and 1 submission due day). Not to mention how i had to prep for my tests and submission in this pathetic state of blocked vision and blurred vision when i stare at the computer screen for a period of time. PERFECT.TIMING. >:(
Ah well anyway at least hellday is over and i feel like i can breathe again. Also, i need to get over how bad i screwed up my ACP test because 80% of the time while doing the paper i was in a state of confusion. It also didnt help when beilin and i went all the way to GCV thinking that our test venue was over there????? I swear i almost punched myself when i knew our test venue was ALL THE WAY AT THE SOUTH WING SIDE. It was 5minutes to our test time when we realised and we lost 6 precious minutes of reading time because we got freaking lost ): ): ): Goodbye to my final chance of 4.0 GPA ): ): ): I guess i have to lug that goal to when i enter university (if i even get in).

Well ok at least i still haven't lost my optimism.

Isn't it quite annoying when my music player plays youtube ads before playing songs!!!! (Its super annoying for me >:( )

Its close to Christmas already and 2015 is ending soon!!! Somehow i don't want holidays to end because once it ends its going to be submissions after submissions and sleepless nights which i kind of dread because sometimes my body gives up when i'm too sleep deprived and my vision becomes totally white for a while and it is REALLY FREAKY.

Today was a good day because secret santa gift exchange!!! My secret santa bought me gudetama yayyyy (now i have sooo many gudetama and totoro items lying around at home but its ok because all of them make me happy HAHA) Tmr will be another gift exchange at my internship place and I can't wait!!!! I hope i won't get chocolates though because i have tons of chocolate at home now and i can't eat them too because my throat hurts ):

Well ok i should get on to my gift wrapping and hope i dont slice my finger with the penknife because i'm super tired and cannot exactly think straight.

Goodbyeee ^_^

I miss Korea ):