Rants

Disclaimer: Rant post and basically i talk about how pissed off i am at how i am handling life

These few days have been pretty rough because i've got an eye infection/stye (tbh i dont know what it is but its just an irritating swell on my bottom eyelid and IT HURTS) I can't even look at people properly because my eyes have suddenly gone all light sensitive and i unknowingly squint cos of light. (Sorry to all the people i have spoken to without looking at them i didn't mean to come off as rude ): ) It really sucks and  my vision is kind of blocked too cos SMALL ASIAN EYES DAMMIT. Oh right and apparently its the BEST time to actually get swollen eyes because well its HELLDAY (a.k.a 2 tests and 1 submission due day). Not to mention how i had to prep for my tests and submission in this pathetic state of blocked vision and blurred vision when i stare at the computer screen for a period of time. PERFECT.TIMING. >:(
Ah well anyway at least hellday is over and i feel like i can breathe again. Also, i need to get over how bad i screwed up my ACP test because 80% of the time while doing the paper i was in a state of confusion. It also didnt help when beilin and i went all the way to GCV thinking that our test venue was over there????? I swear i almost punched myself when i knew our test venue was ALL THE WAY AT THE SOUTH WING SIDE. It was 5minutes to our test time when we realised and we lost 6 precious minutes of reading time because we got freaking lost ): ): ): Goodbye to my final chance of 4.0 GPA ): ): ): I guess i have to lug that goal to when i enter university (if i even get in).

Well ok at least i still haven't lost my optimism.