(Haven't blogged in a while. Since I've been feeling so shag and motivationless recently I shall reflect on my life and be grateful LOL.)
6 years ago I stepped into CCH and was awed by the size of the school. I never did regret going to CCH. Now its been 2 years since i've graduated and CCH is making progress and I am just really really proud. After O levels I thought to myself "Do I really want to leave this place?" And deep inside me I sure hoped CCH was an IP school. I guess we only cherish something after we've lost them.Especially the times when me and my friends would just walk around the lake and just take for granted that we had a freaking lake in our school. We would see the lake every day and its come to be so familiar to us that we even know of the stork that flies around the lake and always takes a dump at the flight of stars overseeing the lake and like how long it took to run 1 round around the lake. I miss those Fridays where the guides would just yell our lungs out and do so much punishments that I couldn't move at all when the muscle aches kicked in. Mondays when we had PSG and how everyone would just rush down to the concourse and me and my $1 otahs. Those were the days...
The previous time I went back to CCH for the alumni dinner I walked around the lake area and memories came flooding back. If only I could turn back time... I would work harder. i wouldn't have slept in those classes. I would probably in a JC.
I haven't exactly regretted my choice in being in a poly and sometimes I'm so thankful that at least I have a 4hr break and can slack off so much I feel like a useless human being while my JC friends are slogging their brains out studying. I would admit sometimes I do think why did I choose to go to a poly because those days where I spent chionging projects and not sleeping at all was really the worst. Furthermore I would probably be sick because I fall sick when I'm stressed. (Even though I don't feel that I'm stressed??)
I'm super thankful sometimes that I have great friends and they motivate me to study and work hard (Because without them my GPA will be like 1.0). I'm not the type of person that likes studying things I have no interest in so sometimes I really thank them for explaining things to me because I slept during lecture :/ (I'm that kid who sleeps through the most important parts of lectures and wakes up when the teacher gives everyone a toilet break -_-) I still rmb how I slept through my first CDS lecture because I had no friends to wake me up then I was so confused about everything when i woke up. Thank god I made CDS friends and I realised although i am socially awkward I can actually make new friends.
So there, although I haven't done anything much in the past 2 years, I can say that I am making progress and hopefully after another 1.5 years I will be holding the golden diploma cert and yelling "I MADE IT!"