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You know, sometimes life changes in the most unpredictable way ever.
 I mean, things don't turn out right and you slide out of expectations.
Maybe I became overly complacent, maybe I just wasn't working hard enough.
Disappointment isn't something new. I kind of expected it, I guess. So I can blame no one, but myself.

Motivation comes hard for me. But I guess the only thing I can do now to make up for this disappointment is to clench my fists, grit my teeth and give everything I've got.

One plus one makes Double Update!

OMYGAWD I WAS LIKE SCROLLING DOWN MY BLOGPOSTS AND REALISED LIKE I'VE BEEN ON HIATUS FOR LIKE SINCE OCTOBER. I WAS WORKING HARD! MY SOCIAL LIFE SINCE OCTOBER HAS CEASED A WHOLE DEAL AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I SHOULD GET BACK ON TRACK. THEN WHY THE HECK ARE MY RESULTS LIKE THAT.

WORSE THING IS.

MY TWITTER GOT HACKED. AND MY CBOX IS FILLED WITH WEIRD MESSAGES.

AND DAMN IT MY BLOG HAS THIS PICTURE OF THIS I-DON'T-KNOW-WHO WOMAN RIGHT AT THE BOTTOM.

I MUST REMOVE HER! SHE SPOILS THE BEAUTY OF MY SITE.

Okay calm down. Phew.

Infinite doesn't seem to coming for a concert D; They just did one in Malaysia in January. And their promotions for Infinite H and Sunggyu are still ongoing. Block B got involved in a lawsuit with Brand New Stardom. Complicated issues I don't feel like elaborating on D:
Reality is painful.





Maybe I didn't really like this MV haha. I NEED STORYLINES! It kind of is like BAP's rain sound hahaha full of green stuff and random symbolic items flaming up.



Rock Ballad sounding ^^ Poor Sunggyu should have featured in the music video! Seriously hahaha and woolim should put Myungsoo to debut in another subunit with Sungyeol that specialises in acting and stuff.

Okay enough with the fantasies. Double updates today!

Freaking Febuary

UGH MY LIFE IS IN A MESS. 

1. I thought my results were kind of okay. But it turned out otherwise.

2. Although I got into my second choice for JAE. But I WANT MY FIRST CHOICE! *WHINING AND SMASHING THINGS AROUND ME*

3. SCREW LIFE. I DID AN APPEAL AND STILL HAVE TO WAIT TILL 7 FEB. Well okay thats two days away.

4. NOW I'M FREAKING BORED AND THE INTERNET IS SHITTY.

5. I CAN'T WATCH MY VIDEOS.

Okay. Conclusion is I didn't do well enough. But how do I do well?! Someone needs to show me the light. ENLIGHTEN ME. GUIDE ME. TEACH ME.

Ah nevermind.

MY APPEAL NEEDS TO BE SUCCESSFUL. CALL ME OKAY! PEOPLE AT THE GENERAL OFFICE!~

CNY'S COMING. FRIDGE AND CUPBOARDS ARE STILL NOT FILLED WITH GOODIES D:

Seems like I'm living through a confusing stage of my life right now. My thoughts are random and messy and I don't even feel like waking up in the morning.