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You know, sometimes life changes in the most unpredictable way ever.
 I mean, things don't turn out right and you slide out of expectations.
Maybe I became overly complacent, maybe I just wasn't working hard enough.
Disappointment isn't something new. I kind of expected it, I guess. So I can blame no one, but myself.

Motivation comes hard for me. But I guess the only thing I can do now to make up for this disappointment is to clench my fists, grit my teeth and give everything I've got.