Why

Sometimes i tend to ask myself why is this happening. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN. But, When things go somewhere you don't want it to go. NOBODY CAN HELP IT. I CANNOT BLAME ANYBODY. I hate it when someone ignores you and you dunno what the hell is happening. Breaking Down isn't an option either. Sometimes when i feel like scolding you in the face, i have to control myself, because if i do that, everything will be over...