I hate complicated relationships like seriously -.- Life is full of all that shit you wouldn't know until you're involved and get tangled and shit happens. Why is the human nature so calculating, WHY? Petty Humans. I wish I was some other thing sometimes. I'd rather be totally an idiot than be a person with a little intelligence and be neither here nor there. I wish I could forget about stuff. When I think about those things my mind gets flustered and I can't help it. I WISHED I COULD STOP CARING SOMETIMES.
Life sucks and everyone knows that. I want to disappear into nothing and enter a paradise that I've always believed existed. Emotional post, but I just had to get stuff out of my head. Considering Mediating to relieve stress.
I really really hope I'm just being paranoid or some miracle happens and things go back to before and never does change back into this state right now.
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