All Hail the Haze.

  Well today wasn't that bad. The haze wasn't very bad. Just that there was hail and that was pretty cool but it happened in the west of Singapore and here... It was just as per normal. (Sadly.) Quite glad it rained though cos it isn't that hot now (Maybe its just me hmm...) Pretty sure the rain was brought over "artificially" so I hope nobody went to dance in the rain or run in the rain or do something crazy under this poisonous rain LOL.

  Although I feel like dying now because of the fatigue I am feeling, I need to do work. Productivity is important cos no teacher is gonna watch over you and make sure you learn something. Its a choice you have to make. To do something about your studies or not to do anything at all. Its getting tiring when people tell me I'm smart just because on the surface I look like I work harder then them. Frankly speaking I slack like there's no tomorrow when I'm at home cos no one supervises me at home and I GET DISTRACTED EASILY. I still make it a point to try my best to do my homework and stuff so I don't lag too much behind. (This is why I always end up sleeping at unearthly hours at night.) The next day will just be me whining non-stop about being tired and people will just be like AIYA CONFIRM YOU MUG LIKE CRAZY UNTIL SO LATE RIGHT. And I'll just be too lazy to say anything so I just look at them awkwardly. Okay I'm not saying I'm stupid or what but I still study. Just at the last minute when the test is like the next day.  I'm the last minute kind of person but shit still gets into my brain and I manage to smoke through tests. I also want everyone to do well together cos we all deserve to be on the director's list if we really just work hard and try. We shouldn't have that competitive mindset to kick everyone down and just be the sole champion and mock those that didn't make it. Thats just... egoistic 

Ok that was long. Phew.

Second day of school today. Hahha shit cos I was wearing like this same shirt I wore for CO camp and damn just nice saw so many CO people so like they cfm will be like wondering if I only have 1 shirt in my wardrobe. HELL YEAH I DO. Lol but this shirt is just so snuggly and comfortable and everything cosy and awwww. Anyway I shouldn't really care HAHAHA.

Coincidences. Saw so many people I knew at some point of life today. By definition of "knew" I mean... Maybe I'm already forgotten but well... Life carries on without me. I always felt that people that have the courage to wave or smile at friends or acquaintances they haven't contacted or seen in a long time are really brave. The possibility that the other party has already long forgotten about you exists but that one wave or smile could trigger them to remember you again. Be it good memories or even bad memories. Its still nice to know that they still remember you. And you still exist in their lives in that subtle sense.

Ok to end all of this today was just a really happy day because I saw someone I really wanted to see so yay HAHAHA. Shitty ending but well who cares cos this is my blog and I call the shots here.

Added some colors finally gosh luckily upgrade my internet connection I can finally use my com to blog can I just applaud for brilliant optical fibers now THANK YOU PERSON-WHO-INVENTED-OPTICAL-FIBER. I HAVE COLORS :DDD