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Haven't blogged in a while since dumb me forgot my password. -_- Such a fail sometimes. I had to try like so many passwords and I couldn't even remember which gmail account this blog is linked under.

ANYWAYS I FINALLY LOGGED IN WHOOPIES.

Basically the past week I've been busy *ahem* studying. Maybe not like the hardcore "lock myself up in a room and study until I have no idea whether it is day or night" but well yeah, enough studying to finish the whole LSM Syllabus and MicroEcons syllabus by today. Haven't even touched my exam papers sighhhh. Slow progress but I guess I'm getting there. Procrastinated a lot and sacrificed A LOT of sleep. Basically because I study better between 12mn and 3am in the wee hours of the morning. I was so shocked when I looked into the mirror this morning while washing my face because of my deadly dark eye circles and bloodshot eyes ): Staying at home for so many days makes me feel so unhealthy because I keep snacking and SLACKING. I really wanted to get out of the house to study at Starbucks but I was saving up to get my hoodie. (I FINALLY DID OMG CAN'T WAIT COS I'M TOO EXCITEDDDDDD) I've been spending money like water just sitting at home through the computer so I feel guilty so I survived with instant coffee instead of CBTL or Starbucks. Spent like 150 dollars just sitting at home within a span of 2 days >:

Well I started watching dramas yesterday night since I felt like slacking after a day of study. (I know I shouldn't have...) But yeah I realised I managed to marathon 10 episodes since yesterday night. ALL THAT TIME I HAVE BEEN WASTING GOSHHHH. But well now I shall accept reality since I cannot get back the 10 hours I lost... I need to persevere and get through this hellish week.

I think I'm going crazy since I'm inhaling so much secondhand smoke from the asshole downstairs. I close the windows every night just not to smell your smoke and sometimes I wake up at 3am smelling the smoke in my room. FUCKING HELL DO YOU EVEN SLEEP OR YOU JUST SMOKE ALL YOUR MONEY AWAY. Last time it felt like hell when both the top units and bottom units were heavy smokers. My house smelt like a smoking zone EVERY SINGLE DAY. I don't really care if you smoke but I guess you don't even have the decency to smoke at the corridor BUT AFFECT EVERYONE. I feel like I get paranoid or OCD i don't even know the exact term but nowadays when I'm at home alone I close all the windows because when the windows are open I get very uneasy.

Enough of ranting and I shall get back to work since its approaching my optimum studying time.