Apr 21, 2014

This pain is killing me.

Day 3 of the most agonizing pain ever.
I haven't slept well for the past 3 days already and I feel like i'm going to break down.
This pain just get worse everyday and I just took like 3 panadol pills (Which is like way over the recommended dosage but I don't care.) This pain is causing me so much hell I've got this terrible headache and I feel like i'm going to get brain damage if it doesn't go away. Even crying doesn't make me feel better okay it is THIS shitty.
I need the dentist urgently but the whole week is so packed not to mention I have like CCA recruitment coming and 3 days of CCA practice. Blowing the dizi with a toothache is no joke. Now when I'm not doing anything the ache is already so painful and I feel like I'm going to pass out and I'm getting like cold sweat and chills and not to mention my hands are shaking. How am I going to go for CCA recruitment. If I tell the upper ups I'm having a toothache and can't go for the CCA thingy I'm going to get grilled and probably kicked out FOREVER. But they do not understand this pain. They do not understand my dilemma. And they might probably think I'm faking a shitty excuse to just get out of performing. Its just a badly timed toothache. I HATE YOU, TOOTH, FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH HELL.
I tried using whiskey to swish away the pain but it just dulls the pain for like 3 minutes AND THE PAIN COMES BACK. And i'm getting a terrible headache and the smell of whiskey is just awful and making my headache worse. I've tried all sorts of shit to banish the pain but it still hurts. I guess saltwater was the best but I tried it with like hot water at work just now and I felt like a dagger was being stabbed through my jaw. I guess after that I used room temp water and it worked. JUST FOR A WHILE. I'm gonna swish some saltwater in my mouth later before sleep so I can at least get some sleep before I wake up again. Actually I wish I could just pass out right now so I can get some sleep before school tomorrow.

I'm in a really grumpy mood right now (Note all the "shit" I used in this post) and I guess it'll probably worsen tomorrow. I'm freaking hungry now because I didn't eat much today since I was so bothered by my tooth. I have to conclude that the two worst feelings in the world are hunger and toothache.

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