Okay I feel so URGHHHHH So many things happening and I can't go cos either I'm not free or its too expensive. Like YTFF, Social stars Awards, Sungha Jung's concert blahblahblah. D: *Sobbing* I feel so broke nowadays cos I feel like buying everything. I need a new watch, new hats, new socks, new shoes, new clothes and new EVERYTHING. I've worn my whole wardrobe of clothes as least like twice to school already. (Maybe forgetting some old pieces right at the very back of the wardrobe.)
Now next. SCHOOL. FUGGGGG thinking about it makes me pissed already. WHAT SORCERY IS HAPPENING TO ME I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS SUAY BEFORE. GETTING 2 UNCONTACTABLE GROUP MEMBERS. ONE WHO DOESNT EVEN FUCKING COME TO SCHOOL AND ONE WHO DOESNT ON HER PHONE AND REPLIES MY DESPERATE MESSAGES LIKE 5 FUCKING HOURS LATER. Is it my fate to get 1.0 GPA D: Am I fated to be stupid forever and never reach a point where I feel like Hey at least I have some intelligence in me. So many obstacles... I can't believe the "won't-cry-no-matter-how-touching-this-movie-is" me has ALMOST been on the verge of tears thrice since school started. All this emotional impact is doing me no good. I feel so stressed everyday I swear this is worser than if I actually went to a JC.
My head is thumping now. And my throat is parched. I should go. Getting NEW shoes. Holy I feel better already. Thank god for NEW things. :D
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