Sick for an entire week already... Only stress makes me fall sick. Too many projects too much troubles. I should blame all this on my stupid sleep schedule. Sleeping at 3am everyday for 3 whole weeks. Any person would fall sick I guess.
Felt like blogging today cos most of my projects are basically completed so I have some time on my hands. I'm just really nervous for this first semester cos I felt like I screwed up a lot for my projects. Sometimes I really feel like I'm just too nice. People take advantage of this fact. I keep reminding myself but maybe I just get soft hearted. Sometimes I just get too frustrated and bothered that I learn how not to have any emotions and I just forget everything. Confessions of a scatterbrain. I'll be the perfect author of that book. Losing my ezlink and matriculation card. But thanks to the person who returned my card to me. Seriously super duper grateful!!!!
Today was law investiture. Kind of reminded me like guides passing out parade minus all the dance performances. The people in law inc look really nice and friendly and all of them looked quite tightly knit. We guides kind of lacked in this area. What hapened to sisterhood? Some conflicts i just didnt expect to happen escalated and now we just dont talk to each other anymore. It was always just cliques and people switching cliques. Too much drama but well thats what you'd expect from a cca full of girls. I hope the BBQ tmr wouldn't be too awkward cos there are really a lot of misunderstandings and I don't know why ): just really uncomfortable getting tangled in this web of awkwardness and unhappiness.
Back on topic~ It was nice seeing some live singing for a change. Coffee break had a performance and most of the class went to support the band. Being there all along supporting their performances, I did feel proud. :) The whole investiture was quite heartwarming. There wasn't many people there and ushering wasn't that hard since there weren't that many people to usher anyways. After that we went for dinner and I just yoloed eating fried stuff and ice cream though I was sick. It's been a week already so just heck man I'm just gonna eat what I like and not give a shit cos anyway it's gonna be the weekends soon so WHOOPEE.
I'm just really glad for awesome friends I've made so far. They really make me look forward to school and everyday is never dull in school. I feel like such a lucky person and I really do appreciate all I have now.
For now I guess I've sorted out some things in life and I hope things are gonna get better from here.
Well I'm ending this off at 1:50am. And I'll need to catch some sleep cos we have a lecture at 10am tmr and I hope I won't fall asleep during the lecture. Going to do lots of productive stuff tmr like studying and cycling to get my metabolism working cos I haven't been running for the past 3 busy weeks. Goodbye and I hope I get some really great dreams tonight.
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