In the morning I had to go to school for a lecture from 10 to 12. It was really boring and I fell asleep as always ): the always suay me always falls asleep at important parts of the lectures and wakes up during the breaks -.- always wrong timing. Sigh. After the lecture I went out with liyuan~ Walked long and tirelessly at orchard. Wanted to go to scape but couldn't find it. (I noob) Wanted to watch a movie but the one we really wanted to watch fully booked. (I suay.) After all who can resist the charms of Park Ki Woong,Kim Soo Hyun and Lee Hyun Woo all in one movie. Wanted to cycle but it was just dark and scary when we reached the BBQ area. (I scared.) Basically all our plans got changed hahaha especially the studying part. It's really funny how we always end up window shopping instead of studying.
The BBQ was not too bad. We stuffed ourselves like hobos that haven't eaten in days and it was the most filled up I've felt after all the bbqs I've gone to in my life. It was really late after everything cos I stayed till the end. (I always do lol.) it was really nice seeing some of the guides again but It was still awkward I guess. But basically I tried my best to talk to everyone so... :) Truthfully I was proud that I could remember the guides cheer after a year of so of not doing it. I hope this cheer goes down all the way to like 10 years later. No particular reason but it's just pretty cool, isnt it!
Today made me think about a couple of things. I guess coincidences happen but when it happens too often it makes me think whether it happens for a reason. All my thoughts are just messed up again because of today. I guess I might just be delving too deep into it and I should probably move on but it's kind of hard. I guess it's not really surprising when coincidences just happen cos Singapore is really such a small place. I wonder if you noticed but the possibility is really small that you actually did in the masses of people that we brush past by everyday. Well nobody might really understand what the heck I'm referring to in this paragraph but lol that's the point. If it was too obvious, people might start asking. And I don't like responding ): it's personal stuff and it's just frustrating and hard to explain so I'll just keep it between me and myself. What's the point of then putting this on the blog. I write what I like so I'm sorry if I just left you hanging.
But who reads this shit anyway. I'm really curious.
Maybe I'm better off being a person like this.I get worried I might appear to people as a sadistic person or psycho but everyone can do what they want and so can I. It should be like my form of defence mechanism that is able to protect me. It's really good I'd admit cos it's really not easy to hurt me. And I don't care about people that judge me when man I don't even know who the heck you are.
I realised my paragraphs are really random and don't link well to each other. My thoughts are really broken up. Have to work on my flow of ideas haha. It's real late now lol like 3am and I better sleep before I die of major fatigue.
I'd like to end off here so bye. I should really update my fanfic. Pretty sure I'm left with not many subscribers now since I haven't updated for 3 months. School has been hell, contrary to the belief of people that think poly students have it easy. They can just burn and I'll watch them die. Gosh I'm so tired now I might just faint. So really, gonna sleep. Like now.
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