Exams are coming!

Haven't blogged in a while. A lot of things have been happening recently. I have no idea why but I feel much more busier than during the days when I was rushing projects. Is is because of the upcoming exams... This time it's really no joke. Everyone is like studying and I'm still like not even done with notes. I know I'm not the only one but being the one lagging behind is worrying.

Received my grades for 2 subjects so far. Pom and CSA both A. But Pom grade will largely rely on my upcoming exam. This is so nerve wrecking. And I'm getting the jitters because I'll be receiving my grade for lcomm tmr and that will largely affect my gpa. Since I've chosen this path I'll have to do well. It's really frustrating to not be aiming high because I'm scared I'll not meet up to my goals. But aiming too low shortchanges my results. And I'll get satisfied with my results and slack even more. 

So many feelings but I really cannot use a certain word to describe them.

Maybe this is the only place I can vent without offending anyone. (I hope.) Others might be thinking why am I still unsatisfied when i have 2 As but it's really more of me being unsatisfied with my group project grades. We could have really done better, I know. Ahhh forget it. Anyway it's all in the past and I should move on. I cross my fingers and hope for the best tmr for Macroecons and lcomm.

Moving on... We should all treasure the people around us and treasure every goodbye for it may the last. It was such a pity. I wonder why heaven is so cruel. Taking away the life of one cousin, now another... Stupid dengue fever. Stupid mosquitoes. Causing so much grief. The only thing I can do now is pray that they are in a better place instead of going through all that suffering. Shit now I just made myself all sad. ):

I'm gonna start work tomorrow. The pay is pretty good so I hope to save up enough for a last attempt to get infinite's one great step concert tickets. Fancy working when I should be studying. Tbh I kind of regretted agreeing to this 4 day schedule haha. Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday. Wow it's gonna be tough. But imagine the money I'll be earning and how closer I'll be getting to my beloved tickets. Nobody wants to go with me so if I go it will probably be just me myself and infinite. Or should I just force people to go with me hahaha. 

And I really wanted to go for law camp... But it's like not many girls in the class going. ): I guess I'll go next year then, when I get to know more people. Camps are really fun. I know they are.The feeling of achievement you get after the camp is amazing. Hopefully I get a chance to plan camps so people would get a taste of gross factor and nightwalkssss!

Sleeping now cos its like 1am omg and working till like 11pm tmr. Gonna watch weekly idol with infinite guesting tomorrow during break whoopee. :D