슬퍼 하지마

I tried my best to get those tickets. But I didn't win. I swear I would have bought the tickets if I really had the money. I really would have. Now when I have the money then all the good seats taken... Seriously damn sad okay. Like I feel so bitter now my stomach is just hurting like shit and I feel so limp and weak. 

Is there no more other chances...? I really don't want to see all the good reviews and fans spazzing then I'm like... Well I didn't go. And just hide in a corner and weep. Infinite has to be back for a fan meet up soon cos I WILL GO. I SWEAR LIKE REALLY I WILL. SO I SAVING MONEY. Working so hard during the holidays so I can get as much cash as possible in my bank account so I feel like a total workaholic right now. I think I'll be able to get at least 1000 dollars in my bank account whoop whoop. 

On that day maybe I'll go and get some merchandise and make myself happy. Oh yeah and the destiny album I'm gonna get on my birthday. Maybe I shouldn't feel so depressed and look forward to the things I could buy with that kind of money. Hmm like maybe a new guitar!!! 

Hahaha comforted myself just like that.