Just a complaint

Recently my friends have been referring me to as a mother in the group. I don't really like it ): furthermore I'm like the youngest few among everyone. Maybe it's not the age but more of the level of maturity and personality. But frankly speaking I don't like it... I'm not deserving of such a title. I've tried showing dissatisfaction but then it doesn't work. Why does it never work... (Which reminds me of very similar occurrences which left quite some scars on everyone's hearts.) I really hope things don't ever turn out that way. 

I've thought of putting it across blatantly but that might be hurting since that term was given out of fondness which I really appreciate.

Maybe cos I wanna be a better person. After all I wasn't that good of a character in my younger years... I tried changing my thinking and that really helped. Everyone should try to improve and develop  into a better person. I try to influence people into thinking positively and trying my best to give them good opinion. Okay maybe that is how I feel but I shouldn't impose my thinking on others... 

Sigh.

Listening to emotional songs to make me sleepy. I need to sleep soon cos it's close to 3am.