CONTROL

SERIOUSLY I NEED TO MAINTAIN MY SPENDINGS.

Okay well today I was spending "on behalf of my friends" cos I had to get Christmas gifts. Pretty proud of myself for getting like 75% of my gifts. But it was all worth it because I would have been a total messed up kid if weren't for these friends. Season of giving and I think I'm quite proud of myself for being so generous with my gifts hahaha (Not self-praising *ahem*)

So far I've received 3 early christmas gifts. Really super thankful because at least I know there are people who still bother to list down my name when getting christmas gifts.

Sighh now I need to chiong 20 plus Christmas cards. I'm not even doing for those people I know its like people I'm actually thankful for :'')

I feel like getting a pen-pal does anyone have any idea on how I can get one? >: My current pen-pal is lame as hell and I need to abandon him because this is not how pen-pals are supposed to be. There is no air of mystery cos I actually know my pen-pal. (Okay, I actually don't think I can classify him as a pen-pal.) I NEED TO SEND OUT MY CHRISTMAS CARDS ALREADY AND I HAVEN'T DONE IT YET. HALP. Can ready-made Christmas Cards drop from the sky please?

I need to go sleep soon because of this $300 promise I made with my mum to sleep before 12.30pm every night... Its 12.23am and I'm wide awake. I'm gonna have to do at least 8 cards tomorrow. I CAN DO THIS.

"행복을 찾아서 한참을 날았어
움츠린 모든 게 웃음질 수 있도록
행복을 찾아서 한참을 참았어
언젠가 모든 게 빛이 날 수 있도록"