People point fingers and judge

Did that personality test quiz and I'm an INTJ. I read the description then it made my personality seem like a total sarcastic asshole lol. After that I did the quiz again on some other website and got ISTP. Like whuuuuuuttt. I feel like every time I do the test I get a different result.
I've read both and I agree with some points and disagree with some. So basically its really hard to classify me into something. I guess it works that way for most people too. The human mind is too complicated to be classified into a single personality type. There were a few similarities in the personality descriptors. Like how people with these personalities are often mysterious and baffle others. Yeahhh I agree on this point. I'm not exactly very easy to read. People often mistake my normal face as the "death glare" face which is very prominent for INTJ. (Its not an angry face really. I might be feeling awesome that day but I still give that face...) I baffle myself sometimes too. But the part about being executors of plans and great strategists or INTJs. Well no, I can't strategise for nuts. I'm serious. I've played like those games that you need to strategise and I'm usually like heck strategies I'm just gonna do what I want. I guess I can be reckless huh since those games are virtual reality and it probably wouldn't affect me much if I spent all my fortune buying like 1000kg of onion rings.
Wow there are just too many things to contemplate about myself and I can't even understand how I am sometimes. I guess I lean more towards being an INTJ because I control my emotions well. Maybe sometimes even too well. Okay I cry sometimes when watching emotional stuff okay I'm not as unfeeling as people think. But sometimes I feel I'm very unfeeling. Even to the point that I've wondered if I was a sociopath. The judgemental part got me thinking. Everyone judges. It isn't necessarily a bad thing haha but if people judge and distance themselves or dislikes a person based on how they dress/act/talk. I think its pretty unfair. (Wow using the word judge sounds kind of intimidating.) It is really really hard for me to utterly dislike a person through and through. I'd admit. Even though my meanie self takes over sometimes and I say bad things about certain people. I will regret what I said after that. ):

Sighh I don't even know myself sometimes.

Mid semester tests are coming and I haven't really started studying T.T So disappointed with myself sometimes. My motivation is disappearing. I need to find something realistic to work towards. (Pretty sure NUS LAW faculty is not an option.) People just look down on poly grads. Those bloody professors think they're bigshot and say we're not going to make it in University because we are "not cut out" and should be satisfied with a diploma. (Okay this is an assumption & sorry to those professors that don't think like this)

Everyone around me just needs to cheer up. I can give you all free hugs.(Only exclusive to people I actually like and are closer too cos apparently I don't like touching people I don't really know or them touching me cos just NO.) I don't know whether is it because of the Mid Sem Tests that I'm sensing this gloominess... Look at all the emotional posts on twitter. EVERYWHERE. Now I also sad. (Maybe that's because I just watched Love Potent and Yeol and his injured hand and his red glowing ring and his tearful confession was just such a tear-jerker. Watching the OST mv makes me sad already WHY DOES YEOL ACT SO WELL WHY. TELL ME. )

I cannot differentiate being awake or asleep anymore... Studying makes me sleepy. Okay no, I'm sleepy at random times. Not exactly feeling stressed currently. More nervous I guess haha. I need to go running tomorrow so my brain can get extra pumps of blood and I might (hopefully) study better without falling asleep and having ink marks stained on my face.