Feeling like a piece of shit now cos its like nobody seems to be caring about projects and I'm the one initiating meetups and compiling everything. It doesn't sound very bad but its not easy. So freaking tired I haven't slept well in ages worrying about every single shit in the world. I don't have time to go on skype and participate in the monthly h2h talks and I am sad ):
Actually I am exaggerating but well yeah I'm feeling horrible now I need to rant. People are helping me and my group members are actually really nice because they are cooperative and they do work and the work is actually of quality and not slipshot. Why did I even volunteer to compile stuff. Ahh but I should cos then i will be like satisfied with the work produced cos perfectionist. Sighhh.
Just opened a new tumblr so I can write my one-shots and blog shit without annoying people on my fanblog. Its not easy personalising a blog and looking for blog templates and putting nice widgets on it. Spent quite some time doing that and LESS TIME FOR HOMEWORK >:
Well yeah, received my microecons and T.T WHYYYYYYYYYYYY WHY DID I FORGET MY FORMULA. COST ME MY A. I know some of you are like hey at least you got higher than me but I guess this is something personal like its more about my own expectations of myself. There are loads of people in class that did well and honestly I don't feel like sad or anything cos I didn't do as well as them but more of like disappointed in myself for starting revision late and forgetting stuff I shouldn't be forgetting. I'm not that good in econs anyway so LOL. At least I did better than expected. Oh well but still sad cos I no A and no sticker ): (Ok I childish I want stickersss) Self comfort still the best. *Pats myself on the back*
I need to write down all my deadlines and set my new year resolutions so I don't screw up this year.
Sleeping like ASAP cos I have early CDS lecture tmr and sobssobs T.T
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