Ignorance.
The media is brainwashing us.
We are all just brainwashed to act in a certain way.
Like how we were brainwashed to walk from young.
Walking is normal.
Walking is human.
But has anyone questioned that if we crawled, would we still be "human"?
Sociology is a nice CDS. I really like it. Maybe lectures at 9am are worth it. I don't even fall asleep when I'm like at the lecture sitting alone. Questioning why we behave in a certain manner. It's interesting. Humanities and social science are my thing I guess. Anyways law is still okay cos at least I like it too.
Korean music wave got cancelled. Thank god infinite is on their world tour and cannot participate. I've seen articles. Rage. Chaos. But I'm thankful for being a bystander and not embroiled in this fight. I have no say in who was right or wrong but I believe both parties had some fault. This dark side of the entertainment industry. It's all money isn't it. This society. It's scary really. I'm starting to think money is everything. I shouldn't be like this. I'm afraid to be dragged into the society that thinks working hard and earning money is life. I want to escape the clutches and live out my life in peace. Too much stress. Even my white hairs are growing out. We shouldn't be enduring so much stress. Maybe that is why so many people smoke. To temporarily fog out their troubles and stress.
My mind is heavy with many thoughts. My body is sick of enduring this fatigue I guess it decided to rebel by making me this ill. I hate sickness I hate all sicknesses. Who are you to take away a life without consent. What power do you hold to make a person go through so much torture. For the people around them to suffer so much heartache.
Why isn't the world all rainbows and happy people and unicorns.
Another thing. Not too pleased with Woolim merging with SM. Not hating on any of their artists but just hating on the way they deal with things. Its all money isn't it. AGAIN. The artists are the ones that put in the blood, tears and effort. Even their most treasured years where they should be spending having fun are gone. How is anyone going to make it up to them? All of them are the chess pieces of a bloody game. Where plastic surgery reigns supreme and fame determines status. The poor fans. People getting caught in this bloody game. Some fans contribute to the bloodshed with all that hate towards certain idols idek for what reason. Some fans shed bloods for their idols defending their oppas/noonas/unnies/hyungs with all the power they have. On the brighter side, fans do gain lots of things. Music prevented a lot of suicide cases tbh. When you feel like you cannot pull through anymore and just want to end everything. The thought that someone exists out there that you want to meet so badly and pour your troubles to is out there. The joy in seeing those photos on your tumblr dashboard and knowing that there are people out there that feel the similar joy you feel. Only fans would understand.
Okay maybe I sound like a crazy fangirl here. But well it's true to a certain extent. But my character is more calm and I don't experience very strong emotions unless in extreme cases. It's just numb deep inside and man I don't know why either.
Well I should sleep now or maybe cough to death before my mum rages again at how I can't wake up tmr. (I don't want to wake up at all and face school.) Perhaps I wouldn't get any sleep at all. As always. I hope everyone sleeps well. Goodnight.
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